I can't sleep. I even took something and drank something and I'm wide awake with my thoughts. All this because I'm upset I won't get the time off I was looking forward too. So now I can't rest because that's the only thing in the world I want right now. Figures...
i saw the new star trek movie...and loved it....but i'm slightly disturbed about the alternate reality they created...perhaps the story needs to end at some point....anyway it was awesome :-)
i have discovered that i am a control freak. this has been a harder thing for me to come to terms with than i would have expected. i am also passive-aggressive but i was aware of that.
this matters to me because i had always though of myself as this super cool, laid back person who could roll with the punches and let things slide. wow....soooooo not true, at least as far as work goes but i think it most aspects of my life.
and yes this discovery is a big deal to me because it changes my perception of myself so even if this isn't news to you, it's news to me
i haven't been able to decide if being a control freak is something i'm ok with or not
"Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experiences of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so." - Douglas Adams
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