i'm doing really at well at not obsessing about something..."well" for me anyways...i tend to just dive right into the things that interest me until they don't interest me anymore....and i want this thing to interest me for a long time...and things are evolving at the right pace, i think, because it feels natural yet geographically constrained....but maybe that's good otherwise it might be over by now...and i'm doing really well with the level of ambiguity because it's crazy high but that doesn't feel bad either....pretty much i'm good with anything i feel that sustains it and i'm not getting instant gratification and there's no foreseeable meat space gratification and i only have my memories and audio to keep me going

hmm...maybe this post proves that i am obsessing...oh well...i am breaking a pattern though which is always a victory